Marie's Musings

Musings from the mundane day to day life of a mom of 9 to more serious ponderings of the day.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Im drowning

Its like I know how to swim but my arms and legs are weighted down and I just cant swim, no matter what I try to do.

It makes me just want to give up entirely.

I know I need to struggle against the weight of darkness but it feels impossible right now.



  • At 11:05 AM, Blogger Andrew said…

    We're going through a rough patch right now, but I'm still here! We're together (even when we're not "together" on all of our topics right now)!


  • At 1:01 PM, Blogger Qestia said…

    Hi Marie,

    I just discovered your blog last week through Nicki's blog (which I've been lurking at for sometime--haven't told her yet though!). I couldn't read your latest entry and not write--I think you've become an amazing woman! You're going through a lot, I can't imagine how hard it must be (I have ONE toddler and that's as much as I can handle!) You will get through this.

    Rebecca (Franjose) Mathews
    RCHS class of 96

  • At 1:11 PM, Blogger Qestia said…

    erm, class of 92 I meant. long time ago!

  • At 1:23 PM, Blogger MJ said…

    Rebecca, Im so glad you came out of lurkdom. What a blast from the past! Where are you and what are you up to? Thank you for the comment, that really uplifted my spirt today. Email me if you want,


  • At 8:54 AM, Blogger Wendy said…

    Hey Marie, just wanted you to know that there's someone out here praying for you, Andrew, Gideon and the whole family. You already know it, but I hope you don't mind me saying it...Nothing is impossible with God.

    Oh, and don't worry about that meme tag thing. I know you've got bigger things on your mind. Just wanted you to know that someone's thinking about you. :)

  • At 8:31 PM, Blogger charmed said…

    MJ, I just went back and read about the health issues with Gideon, I am so sorry. I'll be praying. If you need me, then shoot me an email.

  • At 9:29 AM, Blogger MJ said…

    Thanks Wendy... I covet all the prayers and support I can get.

    Angi -- Thanks for checking in, I appreciate it and covet your prayers too.


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