Stuff, things and junk

There is a lot going on in my head that I would like to write about.

I cant seem to for a couple of reasons. One is the complicated onion deal, you know as shrek says, "I have layers". So its not just a straightforward thought process. Two is I promised myself, when I started this blog that I wouldnt blog anything that I wouldnt be willing to tell my husband in person. Its not right to use it as a passive agressive tool to vent my anger. Not to mention its a public forum, so out of respect for him, I leave some things out that I could write about. Third , its an intensely personal and sensitive topic. So for right now, Ill leave the stuff, things and junk in my head :)

Last night we had the elders(and some other from church showed up) to lay hands on and pray for Gideon. It warmed my heart to see our living room full of people who care mightly about Gideon and wanted to pray for him. I know others were praying in their homes at the same time. I really feel the love of our church during times like this.

Still no definitive word on dates for either doctor, so I keep calling and leaving more messages. It turns out that the developmental specialist appt slot was double booked, so we are waiting to see if its gets canceled out or not. God can handle that too, I just call every couple of days checking on the status. Meanwhile I fall more and more in love with my little Gideon every day.

Well thats all for now folks,
MJ